“Sir,
the taxi is here.”
“Jack,
grab my bags.”
And
so we were off to Gatwick to catch a flight to some backward little town in
Spain. I never enjoy trips like
that as my master gets cranky when he can’t find the things like edible food or
interesting women. Where I am
really does not make a difference to me.
I am satisfied as long as I have a power source. The flight from London to Madrid only
took an hour and forty-five minutes.
The car ride would be another three hours. I took a chance and booked us into a Bed
and Breakfast as the hotel sounded less than par. When we got there Frank kicked
back and called it a day.
“Jack,
wake me at seven in the morning. I
want to get a fast start on this. I
hope by the evening to write an article.
It has been over a week since I submitted something and I don’t want my
editor to forget I am still alive.”
“We
both powered down and at 6:55 AM I powered up and started the coffee machine in
the room. Once that was started I
started playing a little Bach piece that Frank liked to wake up to. It was a fast paced piece that helped
Frank wake up in a good mood. He
preferred that to my just going over and waking him. He hated that, felt it would lead to the
end of human civilization if robots were allowed to order humans around. He would fume about robot overlords
sometimes when I reminded him of appointments, even when he had instructed me to
remind him of it.
Humans!
Rather
than room service we joined the others guests in the smallish dining room. Breakfast was amazingly un-Spanish. Eggs, bacon, toast, coffee, some odd
looking juice and Spanish rice.
After that I called our car to the front door and we took off to the
Convento de Santa Clara. It turned
out to be a rather unassuming building with a small church attached to
it.
Frank
gave it a quick look out the window and remarked, “This looks like the backwater
of the Vatican to me. I’m surprised
Rome even remembered they owned this place.”
Once
we got out of the car we noticed a few odd things. The sign over the door had been spray
painted over so you could barely make out the words “Convento de Santa
Clara”. Over by the church there
was a stained glass window of the Holy Virgin, except her head had been smashed
out. In place was a paper photo of
Lucia Sánchez Saolmil. Frank asked
me who the ‘ugly bitch’ was. I told
him her name and that she was one of the first feminists of Spain and that they
were referred to as ‘Mujeres
Libres’or Free Women.”
“When
did this Free Lucia do her fighting?”
“She
was active in the 1930s.”
“Well,
let’s see who is home.” We walked
up to the church and entered the door.
There was no one inside and not a single candle was lit by the statues of
the Virgin or of the saints. In
fact the statue of the Apostle Paul was knocked over and smashed into a dozen or
so pieces. I photographed
everything I saw that was unusual or newsworthy and followed Frank as he walked
out a side door by the altar. It
led to the living quarters of the nuns.
On the floor were bits of paper that I could see were from a Bible. The whole place looked like a tornado
had it gone through the place. We
entered a courtyard and saw that there had been a large fire in the center. Burnt remnants of nun’s habits and books
were among the ashes. There were
also four of five empty bottles of Chartreuse.
“Must
have been some party, Jack. Make
sure you get some good photos of where they had their fire.” Frank was taking a closer look at what
the sisters had burned when we heard someone talking just inside a door to more
living quarters. It was in Spanish,
but I translated it to Frank. It was a male voice, obviously talking on a mobile
phone. The person sounded upset and
was describing how it would take a lot of money to repair all the damage. Frank motioned to me that we should go
towards the voice. When the priest
saw us he quickly ended his conversation and turned to address
us.
“¿Quién
es, señor?”
“Sorry,
me llamo Frank Huntington con el Wall Street Journal. Do you speak
English?”
“Si
– Yes. What are you doing
here?
“I
am investigating what happened here.
Were you the local priest in Carmona?”
“No,
I am from Roma. What is so
important that an American reporter has come here?”
“I
heard about the sisters.”
“Please
do not refer to them as sisters; they are of the devil,
Senor.”
“Can
you tell me what did they do?”
“You
can see that yourself. They
destroyed priceless statues that were hundreds of years old. They burned books - they burned
Bibles!”
“Why?”
“Heaven
knows what got into them. They were
loco. It does not make sense. The mother superior had been a nun for
over forty years. It does not make
sense.”
“I
heard they are now all atheists.”
“As
I said, they are tools of the devil, Senor Huntington.”
“May
I ask what your name is, Father?”
“I
am Monsignor Angelo Pietro.”
“Monsignor Pietro, how did this
happen?”
“That is what I am here to find
out, Senor Huntington. Do you know
anything?”
“No, I just got here last
night. Where are the former sisters
now?”
“They have rented a villa just
out of town with money that they have stolen from the church.”
“Have you talked to
them?”
“I tried, but they only resorted
to rhetoric and not dialogue. They
are as the English say ‘mad as a hatter’.”
“Interesting reference to Alice
in Wonderland. Where are you
staying, Monsignor?”
“I am staying at this wretched
place, senor.”
“Can we have dinner
tonight? My
guest.”
“That is most kind of you. Perhaps you will find out more than I
have.”
“Good, I will come by about
six. Until then.”
Frank walked back to the church
and from there to the street. While
we were backtracking Frank asked me to research where the ladies of Satan were
staying – that is, where was this villa they had rented. I was able to find that information in
articles from the local paper of Carmona.
We got into the car and I relayed electronically the destination and
within seconds we were on our way.
It was easy to spot the
villa. Outside in red paint were
anti-church sayings in Spanish. I
thought the saying “Lo invisible y lo no-existente se parecen mucho” was rather
clever and translated it to Frank, “Mr. Huntington the slogan on the right says,
“The invisible and the non-existent look alike.” Frank chuckled and said the nuns have
learned a lot in a short time. We
walked up to the door and knocked, seeing no doorbell. No one came. Frank knocked again and then I could
hear some movement. Finally,
through the door came a voice of an old woman, “¿Quién está ahí? – or in English
- “Who's there?” Frank answered in anglicized Spanish
that he was a reporter and that his name was Frank Huntington. After that I heard several voices debate
what to do and then finally the door opened.
“Come in, Señor. I am Lisa Lopez.”
“You speak
English.”
“Yes, I am the only American who
was part of the convent. Have a
seat, Señor.”
“Gracias.”
Frank sat down and I took a
position against the wall. Miss
Lopez looked Hispanic and about forty years old. There were about four other ladies in
the room. All were dressed in
civilian clothes. They all looked
rather plain with short undefined hair styles. I saw they wore absolutely no
jewelry. It seemed odd, since for
most women in Spain a gold chain and cross seemed ubiquitous. But these were not most women. They had no god and no mother
church.
After
taking in everything in the room Frank turned back to the woman and said, “The
world would like to know your story.
The officials and the church are describing you all as crazy and
evil. I know that is highly
unlikely. What you did took
courage.”
“Thank
you, Mr. Huntington. We want the
world to know the truth.”
“How
did it happen?”
“I
can’t say, it all happened so fast.
We all woke up for morning prayer and out of habit we all went to
chapel. Mother Superior was at the
front by the altar of our beloved Saint Clara. We waited for her to start with an
invocation when she broke down in tears.
All of a sudden she blurted out she did not believe in
God.”
“How
did all the sisters react to that?” asked Frank.
“Slowly,
one by one each of us got up and said we felt the same way, too. In a way it was a miracle. We could not believe it that we all felt
the same.”
“How
is that possible?”
“I
don’t know. We all discovered we
just woke up and felt different.
The next thing that happened was Mother Superior took off her Cornette
and said, “The Church is a lie.”
One by one we uncovered our heads.
At that point some of the sisters started to cry.”
“Why?”
“I
am not sure. Some may have felt
relief. Some I think were
scared. They did not know what to
think. All our lives we have lived
a very proscribed life. Everything
was planned out for us.”
“How
did you feel Miss Lopez?”
“Confused,
but happy.”
“Did
any of the sisters not share this new belief that religion was a
lie?”
“No,
and that scared some of the sisters.
They wondered if we had been brainwashed somehow.”
“Did
they have any suspicions on how that could have happened?”
“No. Something that incredible could not be
done to us. I mean most did not
believe in anything supernatural could happen to cause that. That would be
illogical.”
“What
happened next?”
“The
Mother Superior picked up the gold cross on the altar and smashed St.
Clare. It was such a surprise. After that a kind of ecstasy took over
us. We all ran through the convent
and the church and smashed all the religious symbols we could get our hands
on. Several of the sisters went to
the storeroom and took paint cans and threw them against the murals and mosaics
in the church. We were all so
happy. We sang. We danced. We drank the holy wine. We felt
liberated.”
“Had
there been any secret discussions before this about religion being
meaningless?”
“No,
none at all. That is what is so
confusing.”
“You
just all woke up and felt godless?”
“Si,
Mr. Huntington.”
“How
do you explain this?”
“We
can’t. We have discussed this and
thought about it both after and before we were kicked out of the convent by the
police.”
“What
are your plans?”
“I
want to go back to Los Angeles and be with my family. I’m not sure what I will do. I worked in the kitchen and helped do
sewing for the poor, but I have no skills for the real
world.”
“Have
you talked to your family and told them about how you feel about
God?”
“No. I am afraid. They were always proud of me being a
nun. What do you think I should
do?”
“If
your family loves you they will help you.
Meanwhile there will be lots of people who feel like you about God and
will want to hear your story.
One of you should write a book about this.”
“A
book?”
“Yes,
a book. It is not everyday a
convent of nuns throws away their religion and becomes secular. Many people would like to know what made
you nonbelievers.”
“That
includes us. It has been a month
and we still do not understand what caused us to give up religion. It is a riddle to
us.”
“Do
you have any doubts that you did the right thing?”
“No. We all feel very strong about that. We are done with God and his
son.”
“What
would you tell other nuns who still believe?”
“Open
your eyes. Nothing we pray for
comes true. Nothing we do makes any
difference. In the end we all die
and will never exist ever again.”
“I
hope you find happiness in your new life.”
“I
hope so too, Señor Huntington.”
“May I possibly speak to the
Mother Superior?”
“I am sorry” she said and her
voice chokes up with emotion. After
a few seconds she added, “She is dead.”
“Dead? How?” asked Frank rather
surprised.
“By her hand,
Señor.”
“Suicide?”
“We found her in her room,
yesterday. She had hanged
herself. Some of the sisters think
she could not face the fact that she lived her life as a lie. It is a feeling many of us feel. So much lost time. Our chances to marry a good man and
raise a family are gone. We are too
old and now barren. We have nothing
to give to the world that is real.”
“Sister, I mean Señorita
Lopez,” Frank said with some firmness, “you have a truth you have paid a great
price for. You need to save others
from such a fate. You can make a
difference. Being free of religion
is a gift you can give others. I am
sorry the Mother Superior did not see that.”
“I worry about some of the other
sisters taking their life.”
“I believe when I get your story
out there will be people who will help you. I know it sounds silly, but keep the
faith. Faith in yourselves and in
truth.”
Miss Lopez started crying
again. Tear after tear rolled out
of her eyes. She looked so
dejected. Frank got up and gave her
a hug. He hugged her hard and long
until he could feel her regaining her composure.
“Will you be all
right?
“Yes, thank you. I think I finally understand. You are right. We have much to give. I must bid you goodbye so I can share
what you have given me with my sisters.
Please tell the world, Señor.
Tell them everything.”
With that she left and with her the other former nuns who had silently stood by making only an occasional sobbing sound. Frank did not say anything to me. He just turned towards the door and walked to our car and crawled into the back seat. After that we went to the bar in what would be considered the downtown of this small little town.
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